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songs i've written and songs i've sung

by sparksahazard

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1.
you were talking with a tongue of sand I was looking at a different man you were pushing me to tell you more I was looking for a way out the door don't you take me home tongiht I don't wanna see the other side... of you you weren't thinking with your head on straight I was thinking it was too damn late you were asking me to dive right in you were getting underneath my skin don't you take me home tonight I don't wanna see the other side... of you you were slipping in the worst of ways I was thinking about better days you were tripping on solid ground I was hoping you would just fall down don't you take me home tonight I don't wanna see the other side... of you
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want not 03:22
waste not want not I think I missed your show and tell but your fury does embellish well to all your rabid friends in hell waste some want some you sure look like you're doing well you won the prize, you rang the bell x marks the spot where the devil fell and it just happened to be on my front door a couple broken wings and a back that's sore and it's a little too late for me to cushion the floor but it's the perfect time to stop keeping score waste not want not I draw the line as you draw near count back from ten and you're still here I feel so fucking insincere waste some want some you wear that halo on your sleeve and tell everyone you got it free of charge I wonder who you'll grow up to be cuz you just happened to be on my front door a couple broken wings and a back that's sore and it's a little too late for me to cushion the floor but it's the perfect time to stop keeping score waste not want not waste some want some I want some
3.
I got lost in utero a cosmic sailor left to float as the river's rise to a siren song I hold my breath where I don't belong get off that cross you sorry dog you gave me nothing, took my love you rake my heart across the fire twisted my words, killed my desire they push me in at the river's edge let the current pull me back to bed they hold me under deep blue sea then lick my wounds in ecstasy get off that cross you sorry dog you gave me nothing, took my love you rake my heart across the fire twisted my words, killed my desire maybe you could find another sailor sailing tonight.
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hey friend 01:41
hey friend I know you have a sister but your sister doesn't have a single friend no one to talk down to until the bitter end hey sister you know my brother he's fallen down a rabbit hole questioning the silver lining and all that's paved with gold hey brother I know your sister but she ain't no friend of mine smoking my last cigarette and drinking all my wine my friend he's not like the others he's never been the best he says I should call my mother just to get it off my chest
5.
oh to be with you and in love (replace the o with i and spell it backwards) oh if things were different that'd be enough (and sate your soul with lies when I want answers) oh then you're lying on your back, then your side and your pilot light is a gas light oh then I'm crying cuz you can't stop lying and I'm trying to control it but I can't, right? oh you've been talking with your mouth shut tight but you're fucked and you know it cuz you see it in my eyes oh but you're walking with your hands all tied and you're stuck in the rut of the good fight oh to be rescued in the nick of time (reduce your pace and face the truth and chance it) I'll just keep believing you were mine (forget the pain and I go blind to circumstances) oh then you're lying on your back, then your side and your pilot light is a gas light oh then I'm crying cuz you can't stop lying and I'm trying to control it but I can't, right? oh you've been talking with your mouth shut tight but you're fucked and you know it cuz you see it in my eyes oh but you're walking with your hands all tied and you're stuck in the rut of the good fight stuck in the rut of the good fight baby and you can't get out and you don't want anything from me you don't want anything
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Nevada plays jazz in the streets at midnight counting his lucky stars looking through a lens from his cannabis height feeling like he's playing on mars Nevada tips his hat like dark molasses pouring all over my brain thick with psilocybin psychoactives he says that it looks like rain and I believe him Nevada's got a friend in the deep blue yonder calls him by a different name he says there's a word for the ever after he says that it's not the same and I believe him Nevada gets lost in the Dali sunrise painting his clocks with time tripping through the sea in the back of his eyes he says this could all be mine and I believe him
7.
there's a spire in your soul collecting lives like gun control it's bleeding and it's breathing into life there's a pilot in your mind, the passenger was left behind releasing and reducing all your strife in this pseudo simplified, perfect peaceful life your faded heartstrings fight and struggle to stay alive it's a bitter world you say it's better just to look away refusing to believe what isn't right all caught up in your lover's head you close your eyes and count to ten the pain is so much easier at night so just refresh your memory of all the wicked things you've seen the battle and the bloodshed will subside confess your soul's an empty shell that chains you to your inner hell and thank your lucky stars that you're alive in this pseudo simplified, perfect peace filled life your faded heartstrings fight and struggle to stay alive
8.
slip some ice on this cold ring finger dime store shit don't shine! as the breath of your whiskey lingers I can't get you out of my mind control... is that what they say? moderation's mediocre, casual's cliche I fold... those are words I'll never say but I still break the rules with every king of hearts I play (and I won't back down) we should be cruisin' in your La Voiture Noir sipping sweet champagne you crush the can of your last PBR and pass out in your white Chevrolet I got to taste of their new religion illuminati demigods but here we are in your double vision and I can't tell which side I've been on control... is that what they say? moderation's mediocre, casual's cliche I fold... those are words I'll never say but I still break the rules with every king of hearts I play (and I won't back down) it's the critical rush vs. edge of euphoria can I get an amen, a hosanna, or gloria? control... is that what they say? moderation's mediocre, casual's cliche I fold... those are words I'll never say but I still break the rules with every king of hearts I play (and I won't back down) slip some ice on this cold ring finger.
9.
a darker sun 02:17
a Gila monster on the tip of my tongue and the outside world is a photograph coyote hiding from the desert sun writing "it's a girl" on her epitaph I used to think I could grow angels' wings when I was young I thought these things til a cloud in summer said "the winter brings a darker sun and then it's spring" and then it's spring crocodile can't get her hair uncurled in fluorescent light she hangs her head someone said she was a southern girl but it was late at night, so the coroner said I used to dream about the autumn sky when I was sad, when I was high snowflakes in April under blue moonlight a blood red flag in your mind in your mind a Gila monster on the tip of my tongue and the outside world is a photograph coyote hiding from the desert sun writing "it's a girl" on her epitaph
10.
she didn't ask to be so lonely she was afraid of her own shadow I hope she finds a hand to hold what do you get with a girl without care?

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this is a collection of songs recorded in my tinyhouse in the woods of Maine... you may occasionally hear my rabbit scuffling about or my dog sighing... some of these I wrote a long time ago, some of these are recorded in one take, none of them are recorded professionally. this is how I express myself and it brings me joy to share my feelings, no matter how dark, with others. turn down the lights and pop in your headphones and please... enjoy!

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released April 23, 2021

all songs written, performed, recorded, and spat out by me.

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sparksahazard Bowdoin, Maine

I have oh so many emotions and art is how I let them out before I go completely insane. I live in the company of a rabbit named Antoine and a dog named Teclo. We live together in a tiny house in the woods of Maine.

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